nightmarishdreamz

broken dreams and rainy streets forgotten memories of happier days my heart is broken torn in two i need luv and so do u

black cobwebbed lace shattered gray reflections circle why am i so afraid

crystalline tears fall all over the table blue sugar bubbles float around me i see my reflection in them my eyes look wild and my face is tear streaked the clouds are bleeding dripping ivory puddles onto the pavement stars are shattering breaking into millions of pieces the glittery dust is raining down all around me the sky is ever full of ever changing colors iridescense lights all ruby turns to emerald which in turn flashes to amethyst as if someone is changing the channels on the t.v of my life what is happening i ruined it all of it my fault i am so sleepy so sleepy the world is spinning around me the dizzyness

when your gone who will care about me nobody will we both know this but still you left and i am here stuck  in my sadness alone waiting for nothing i will leave soon never to return to this place of ice cold days and deadly silent nights i will not die here

dark rainy streets set in monochrome silence i feel the wind but do not hear it my hair is tosses lightly in the cold deadly silent breeze the neon signs harshly vibrant light stings my eyes the only other light comes from two street lamps with broken glass and a full moon hung perfectly in the dusty black night sky it is surrounded by a handful of stars that reminded me of raindrops on a black roses velvet like petals i sit on the edge of the street just watching these usually unappreciated things play so beautifully together in a sort of lovely darkness with amazement at this moment this very minute i have a feeling that everyth

dark smudged eyes ears dangling charms she sits watching the clouds go by where are they going? do they even know? they become brighter as they pass the poor moon it gives the illusion of paper much to fragile everything seems frustratingly dark in her pressence where does she belong where is her home she thinks"this is where i belong,with the clouds and the moon,this is my home" the stars flicker as if on a movie screen,scattered as if nothing more than broken glass the trees smell faintly of the summers rain this is her home she needs nothing more

The screen looks grainy their faces flicker like miniature stars everything fades to inky darkness

hard candy colored glass makes a circle of iridescent color on the cold pavement nothin to be heard but silence and the soft dance of rain all around the smell of the damp earth and the melencholy scent of lilies dusk is coming soon my favorite time of day the only time im ever completely alone and yet im stuck in this trance i am feeling absolute perfection   i luv this place and yet i hate it i am stuck just lost in my wandering ways where to go what to do home they say is where the heart is and yet i cannot seem to find mine sadness and rain perfection comes with a price